Let's blog in english which I'm supposed to .
I'm feeling sort of frustration at this moment ,maybe because it's the end of weekend ?
I love weekend so much and I think everyone does except those who are working .I remember how much I disliked weekend when I was working because it would be busy busyyy ! Okay ,let's get back to the topic .Weekend's what I always long for. And fortunately, the much-awaited weekends always arrive quite quick ,perhaps only for me .But unfortunately ,it's gone in a blink of eye ,grr ,and I can't feel contented of it which I know ,it happens just because I never make it meaningful or eventful.
Reviewing what I normally do during weekend is
Sleep much much at home Outing with friends for yumcha Go out with family to eat Walk here and there at home SWT (I really walk without purpose!) On FB (minor) Do some homework (too minor) Sit,staying calm but many things appear in my mind- worry ,happy ,sorrow ,frustrate ,bliss Whatever a.k.a think too much but DO NOTHING
I fail planning to cover every task in a to-do-list and work it out one-by-one .Maybe i used to be like this ,without plan but of course that's not what i intend to .To change is not easy if you are really meant to carry out your plan instead of just imagine. The one who really makes effort to go through obstacles which are blocking his way (e.g: spend lots of time outing ,fail separating himself with FB swt and etc.) for sure will be the one who succeeds .And it's not easy to be the one .But i do believe those who are getting more mature will find it easier as they make themselves clear what is essential and more beneficial comparing to other petty things and therefore ,they control themselves in behaving .
Conclusion - Im not mature SWT GRR.
I always make my weekend too relax too empty too enjoyable .
Do things that are not related to studies ,actually it's very little until it's ignorable SWT !==
And recently I start to be a bit out of track .I really can't feel good with those assignments but I like tests actually (only when they come to compare with assignments)
Work much for tests but not for assignments leh ,i really dislike U T.T
Haha ,i will force myself to love u a lil bit more :D
Bless me for the tests please ,I swear I didn't study such much for tests since I was born LOL ,really mar.
But somethings like accounts will not be so consistent one ,not necessary study much then guarantee good results ,sometimes a small part is not meant to be error leh ,im worry that i did it on the last friday LOLOL.
Okay ,I'm going to deal with Critical Thinking Assignment II after this ,I dislike u geh .Dislike u ar .You know ,you are just too rush for me ,not even one week to prepare for essay and powerpoint slide and be ready for presentation .Fortunately Week 10 is the most senang week la , or else ?I will dislike u more haha.
SWITCHED
当一个不相信命运的人吧,认为命运是掌握在你手里的.
生活其实只不过是一面镜子,它笑,是因为我们对它笑;它哭,是因为我们对它哭.
倘若你心中充满缤纷色彩和阳光气息,世界也是风和日丽;倘若你的心中抑郁悲观,看到的世界也是暗淡无光的.
第一句很老土,可是我需要,因为我是一个老土到很相信命运,然后感觉一切都是冥冥中的安排,要改变对我来说,可能性不大.
所以我要谨记自己的命运自己来主宰,设定目标-随时抱着正面心态-不退缩不抱怨有信心,其实每个人都不是弱者.
笑.

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